I feel that God might love me. Though I feel that ultra slow. I have been hurt so much I blamed God. Now I feel I’m hard to love.
Maybe it’s that I’m not righteous or I’ve sinned so easily. I just wonder God do you love me? Or do You know me?
I have been waiting for a conversation. I just talk to the sky like you are there. Why am I so bad?
I feel defeated all the time, but I can freely worship when others don’t even have the chance.
Thank you God for making me free even though I take it for granted. I think you know how fragile I am and that is loving even if I don’t do enough to love you back.